It’s a little under a week until the Two Oceans Half Marathon, and with each passing day I am filled with more and more dread. I don’t feel ready for it at all.
In all honesty, I’ve not been on the road as often as I should have been. I’ve still been working out with my trainer twice a week (with the exception of one week, as I had issues with my sinuses for 3 weeks). My booster pack with my trainer has completed and I’ve since signed up for more sessions with him. We’ve been working on strength and endurance, and I’m definitely a whole lot stronger than when I first signed up.
Although I’ve actually trained for the race, I’m finding myself googling, “how to run a half marathon without training for it”. My biggest concern is not the distance, I believe I can cover it. My biggest concern is that I won’t be able to finish within the cutoff time.
It’s too late to back out now
Although I don’t feel ready I’ve invested so much time and so much money on it. It’s not only the entry (I got a substitution so I had to pay extra), there’s the new running trainers I had to buy because my current trainers are not actually suitable for running, flights, gym fees and the personal training sessions, and the list just keeps growing. This half marathon is costing me a whole lot more than what I budgeted for. Our country has just gone into junk status, can’t let money go down the drain and give up before the race has even begun.
Also there’s the issue that I haven’t found running tights yet. At the moment I’m wearing long tights, but I don’t like jogging in long tights. It’s just not 100% comfortable. There’s so much that needs to be done. Where has the time gone?
Then there’s the fact that I overslept on my last long-ish race before OMTOHM. Saturday I was supposed to do the 10km at Lady Slipper/Greenbushes and like most of the last two weeks, I slept through my alarm. The race started at 6:30, I woke up at 06:20.
Let a light shine
That being said, I’ll fight the dread and remain optimistic. The marathon and the half marathon have what is called pace setters, which is basically people who lead runners (called a bus) who want to finish a certain time. So I’m going to join a bus and pray that I don’t fall behind.